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I don't know if anyone knows or not...but our little one has found a new home today. Sunday March 22 I woke up to find a very small amount of light light blood when I went to the bathroom. I called the doctor and they confirmed that it was very common and everything would be ok....(was not Dr. Davis). My heart still felt unsettled. I made a call Monday morning to come in just so we could listen to the heart beat and feel relieved. I made it there and Dr. Davis examined my cervix and checked the measurements for my uterus where we found no sign of blood at all. I measured and appeared fine. After 10 minutes of searching for a heart beat we both decided to go straight over to Ultrasound at Med Center to see what was going on. I called Matt to tell him they were having problems finding the heart beat. I told him to do whatever he wanted about work....I wasn't really worried at this time. I said a prayer all the way across Scottsville Rd. After signing in Renee (a really good friend) took me back for the ultrasound. As soon as she got our little angel on the screen I could tell things weren't going to go my way. There just laid a small little body...lifeless. She had the Radiologist come in and when the doppler was placed over the heart, I didn't have to hear his confirmation. I could see there was no heart beat. My little one was gone. Slipped right out from under me and I couldn't comfort him/her when their soul left. I immediately called Matt to come...he was walking in the hospital at that time. I had a D&C this morning and Matt Mattalyn and I said goodbye to our precious baby. I was blessed with the presence of my Mom, my best friend Stacy Isenberg and Matt's parents. I just wish if there are any prayers that anyone has to lift up that they please send them in our directions. We are trying to cope, but I never thought it would be this hard. It becomes real when you see a real baby that is helpless and in your body. I really thought at 3 months you were over the miscarriage hump. But I do leave it all to God. He knows what was best. I just really need prayers for comfort right now and for Mattalyn's little heart to heal. She is soooo broken hearted. Thanks to everyone who has prayed for us to have a safe and healthy pregnancy. I did enjoy it for the short time it lasted. Maybe God needed another angel.

I'm sorry but this will be my last post. I wanted this blog to be a blog of happiness and love.

In Christian Love
Elizabeth, Matt and Mattalyn and our angel taken so early